Its been, what seems like, ages. So much has happened in my little world.
First I would like to say warmest THANK YOU to both Anita and Irina who have been the bubbliest companions to this blog recently and who cared enough to inquire as to my absence. You have reminded me why it is important to share, and that little nudge has brought me back here today when I have just enough sentience within myself to actually speak to others :D
A bit of whats happening. I've experienced ailments, not of a flu or any common thing which usually do not get to me, but anomalous things....but being a Medicine Woman I can either cure quickly or prevent it. I am the Medicine Woman for these parts both physically to those here who accept it and for the neighborhood in energy which is mostly esoteric in Nature. :D
So what has happened has been a bit confusing and I'm still working it out and when I do I may write about it or simply engage the transformations it has wrought.
One of the issues is the affect it had on me when my housemate John had his cancer return which the doctor said was shocking even for him because the mastectomy he had he said cured him of it. But John found some lumps which under surgery revealed more cancer and we were sure he was healed, but not. I was helping John as much as possible with my knowledge and attentions so he has the feeling of being cared for since he has no else in his life, and I was juicing for him, cooking on his days off since as a chef at his own job he gets tired of cooking himself.....I gave him Sole Solution to drink in his water, and some herbal oxygen pills which help oxygenate his body and give him energy. He has been feeling well this past year and I can see it. So this news of the return is surprising. Now I am one who needs to understand the cause of dis-ease because there always is one that is the cause first on the Spiritual Planes and its important to understand this for both prevention and deeper understanding of Humanity. Science to me is still in its infancy especially in the Western parts who still entertain a primitive newtonian view of the human body and how it functions, its purpose and how it heals. They do not consider the spiritual and emotional impact on the presence or lack of health. The Indians and Orientals have much more knowledge and if you were to go to any healer in those cultures they will always ask you what you are experiencing in your life and how you are feeling spiritually.....this tells them the causes and from this wiser stance, they offer suggestions. Sometimes nothing is recommended to intake but to change your life, your feelings and go to Grandma for some love.
Cancer is an interesting dis-ease in that it is so feared due to high rates of fatality attributed to it which I firmly believe is NOT the cancer but an emotion so intense as to cause the body to die from it...... which is always intense negative emotions that have no abatement which manifest as an angry cancer which consumes the body as the negative emotions have consumed their Spirit. John is no exception. Yet I hoped to assuage some of his negative feelings towards everyone by being caring when I can as a housemate, and keeping peace and beauty in this environment we share. But some people have to go through their own processes which is very painful for those who can see a bigger picture and must learn to stand by and watch. Our love and nurturing, wisdom, care and knowledge is refuted and rejected due to more negativity such as pride, ignorance, stubbornness, ego mind, arrogance, small mindedness, contrary, simply cannot understand, and a self destructive independence which does not know when it needs help. This was a hard lesson for me this past week but I learned it with the help of another friend in Italy whose heart is literally transported through her lengthy and detailed email messages to me with so much power that I experience life lessons with Her. She too is a Medicine Shaman Woman.....a pure Love Witch and Light to Humanity. I adore her.
Then there were my own growing situations one of which were my eyes. You cannot imagine, until you lose them, how much you depend on them! I could barely read, write, garden, watch movies, barely. I could not do many things which required the use of my eyes. This caused me fear after a bit when my inquiries into my Spirit didn't tell me anything, or.....what they DID tell me I could not comprehend. What is possible is that they told me my eyes were perceiving something that I held to be truth but was not. This results in eye problems. Or simply I'd been spending too much time reading online researching up to 16 hours per day. :-/
After speaking finally with my beloved friend Pammie from down under when she saw me through skype is that I had dry eye. I am one to take any information and advice and run with it....I'm one of those rare people who really does not like to suffer and so will take anything and everything to help myself. I say rare because I've experienced more often than not, a person suffering, given advice and remedies will not take them even if they are as simple as swallowing a pill. This amazes me in a very sad way. I believe then they suffer not enough, if they cannot do something so simple for themselves. Yet....they continue to complain. I don't get it.
After our conversation I googled ''dry eye'' and searched natural cures and I found 2 which I tried immediately and they worked immediately to my intense and enormous relief! Overnight I didn't have the pains, or the incessant involuntary blinking, and I felt refreshed. That's another post.
I also had problems with my left breast which I've had before but it always went away. It did not this time. And in lieu of perceiving current weakness in my own systems with my eyes and other things, this did not bode well especially with what my housemate was going through, and being empathic on top of this made me fear that I had somehow ''taken on'' his ailment....which I have done hundreds of times for people who I am in close proximity to.....being an Empath is difficult in that you can never truly know what is yours and what is others....this has required a degree of discernment that is sharper than laser sharp and has taken me many years to figure out. However, I do know that I do Inner Transformations which means that my body and spirit can take on an ailment of disharmonious conditions in my environment from both people and nature, and process it within my own body because I make them inert or neutral and this prevents the negative condition from hurting another or doing any damage in Nature. This is a book I can write about this, but there it is in a nutshell.
So, I got worried for myself in a way I never had before. This caused panic in one day in which with shaking hands I sent an email out to all my email friends to pray for me and the very first response I got within 5 minutes was to call a man named Michael and speak to him because he can help with understanding the energies at work...the cause...yes that's what I needed. I did it right away. I never pass up a potential > And within that conversation he was seeing the energies affecting me, and told me, and from his objective standpoint was that it is Ascension or Earth Changes related, which my body responded to immediately with relief and during that conversation the throbbing in my breast stopped and it calmed down....and this calming can only happen in the presence of Truth, and I learned what I could not see in my distorted perception and fear that I was possibly taking on some of John's issues which is not my desire nor intent. Another interesting point to prove this to me is the fact that most of what was happening to me causing great discomfort was all on the left side of my body which is the Feminine side and which this Earth is now experiencing major transformations with the incoming Feminine Powers to balance the destructive male one which have dominated and poisoned this Earth for millenia. As an empath and Living Transformer I am experiencing lots of Earthly discomforts! Aside from both my eyes going awry, all other issues were on my left side which is still sensitive and for which I'm going to take as soon as I finish this post...... a long hot, sea salt, Magnesium Oil soak and I should feel much better both in body and in mind. It always works.
Thats the short version, but most of it. :D
Oh also important........There has also been during this time alot of learning ....again....about devices, gadgets of magnetic and electrical nature that are very very healing, a few of which I have and which I experienced a significant degree of lessened pain within the hour of using one of them called a Magnetic Pulser.
This renewed my research into them especially one I did not have which specifically targets the lymphatic system and since this is where John is having his problem I talked him into it, very passionately I might add :D....and he bought it. This too is another story because after he ordered it, the day before it arrived my situation in my breast causing me panic as mentioned, encouraged me to try it myself to see if it would work, and I was blown away because after using it for 2 minutes my pain and heat diminished by about 80% and this is huge and I was so impressed. I got into bed that night not having to nurse that left side and this made me very happy and I slept. When I also awoke without having to nurse that side I realized I was still feeling so much better that I had to find the cause of this improvement and the only thing was the Magnetic Pulser and so I got up early to do some intensive research again into these devices and more. I told John that I used it to try it and see what it felt like and hoped some miracle may happen and help my own breast and when he saw how improved my mood was he finally got a bit interested in this machine. Later I saw him take it out to use it and I suggested he pulse any areas on his body experiencing pain of any kind. Last night I asked him how he felt and he said he believes his ankle was 40% better and his wrist too. This machine is specific for targeting deep seated areas including organisms like cancers in the lymphatic system and that is the use he bought it for. However according to many testimonials and repeat sales it is working ''miracles'' for healing bones etc and diminishing pains for many people but especially in the world of veterinarians. I experienced much diminished pain myself in only a few minutes! So if it works for animals and horses why not people? It is illegal to say it helps people, folks, and this is because "A patient cured is a customer lost" ~ Bob Beck. The medical industry is entirely corrupt yet Nature holds many healing secrets revealed to those open minded and honest enough to find them especially in the field of electrical and magnetic pulses.
If this device's magnetic pulses affects the cancer in his lymphatic system, we wont know until he has the tests etc.....
but for now it helped me greatly and for his various pained areas on his own body.
Its looking good.
I will leave you now, if you have read this far LOL with some beautiful pictures of one of the many billions of faces of God, flowers for this week, huge white lilies with golden centers.
My bathroom awaits me for the hot salted bath with magnesium oils.
LOL....and then my white sofa with lush pillows from Rachel Ashwell....and a nice sweet movie.....
I wish you all a healthy and blessed day!
My next post will be about my absolutely decadent stove top Peach Crumble! :D:D:D
